I don’t put my faith in the hands of man. They tend to drop you. I don’t put my hope in the love of others. They tend to forget you. I instead know that the best is yet to come. Someone much larger than all of us is in control – of me, of this world. And for that I’m thankful.
Faith may be the most beautiful word in the english language. It implies devotion and strength but still, it’s a delicate word. It’s almost fragile. Hope is just as stunning and perhaps a tad stronger. It gives a window to the future, a longing for what is just beyond our reach, but it too can be bruised and tattered when mishandled.
The hands of man and the love of others. How much control do they have over us? How much of ourselves are we willing to hand over to people who have no right to control our lives and emotions? Growing older, after living through wonderful times and heart wrenching encounters, I’m learning to let them have very, very little. I simply refuse to let people who do not truly love or truly care batter two of the greatest gifts of all – faith and hope. They both are nothing but an intricate, complex mesh of miracles, and I won’t waste them.
My current character, Maggie, is struggling with the meaning of faith:
Deep lines wrinkled her skin as she smiled and reassured, “I know it to be so. Anyone who yearns to love, who is filled with the kindness that fills you like it does, will find it in return. Hold on to your hope. It will see you through.”
“Yes, hope in the future being better, and faith, too, my dear. Faith is what gets you through when you think there’s nothing left for you anywhere.”
“Explain your concept of faith to me…,” Maggie urged.
Reaching out to pat her hand, Mrs. McGreevy warmly answered, “Missus, faith is believing in what you cannot see, in what you cannot understand. It’s knowing that your dear Lord is taking care of you and your life, no matter how hard it is at the moment.”
“But…I honestly don’t know if I understand. There are so many things I don’t understand.”
“You’re not supposed to understand it all, child. Just have faith that things are going to be alright. Let your heart believe it, let the thought fill you, and it’ll see you through. That’s all you have to understand.”